I am not sure what actions of mine have been raised…

كان الضحاك بن مزاحم إذا أمسى بكى، فقيل له: ما يبكيك؟ قال: لا أدري ما صعد اليوم من عملي!

صفة الصفوة

Dahhak bin muzahim would cry when the evening would enter, so it was asked of him; ‘What makes you cry?’ He replied, “I don’t know what actions of mine have been raised today!”

*He feared if his actions would be accepted or rejected, which is in accordance to the ayah:

إِلَيْهِ يَصْعَدُ الْكَلِمُ الطَّيِّبُ وَالْعَمَلُ الصَّالِحُ يَرْفَعُهُ

Towards Him ascends the pure word, and the righteous deeds uplift it.

Surah Fatir:10

Signs of the one who hates and loves you.

‏قال الحافظ ابن عبد البر رحمه الله: (كان يقال من أحبك نهاك ، ومن أبغضك أغراك)

‏الآداب الشرعية(١٨٥)

Ibn abdul Barr رحمة الله عليه said; it is said:

Whoever truly loves you, prevents you (from evil and sin. And as for the one who hates you, entices you (to evil and sin).